Wishful mind shopping for a girl who might not even exist

This is all just such a bad idea, I know. I KNOW!

It started off all innocent like. I was just going to make a couple of minor changes to the new baby registry..and then it happened.

..I started looking at little clothes for girls.

"Aww..Orion, look at this. Kaydence would love to wear this. She'd call it her pretty dress!"

I'm fighting off so many urges to add girly things to the registry. I just feel like I have to, ya know? Because chances are? The way I'm getting high blood pressure with pregnancies..this will probably be my last..and I. Just. Want. A. Girl. (but you already knew that!)

I hate having to wait 7 more weeks to find out the sex. Uggghhhh..it's such a long timmmeeee.

Kaydence wants to wear these and this (only not together, cause please.) and I mean, come on! This!

But..nothing good can come of this.