I think I should post a warning for what I'm about to write. I don't think it's a terrible subject..and it's not unlike anything I've ever talked about in my previous journal. I'm usually an open book, but with this blog? I can't (as far as I know) make this friends only...or even certain entries friends only..and I have no idea who's even reading this most days. Do I have family lurking around? I feel like I might. And I'm sorry, but I'm just not comfortable talking about my sex life or my vagina with family around (though that doesn't apply to all family).
So..that's somewhat of a warning, I think.
Last night? I was sitting on the toilet..post sex..crying. Not because of the whole hormonal thing..or even that I felt like I had an oh so spiritual connection with my husband just then. Because, please..I don't roll like that. I was in so much pain. It hurt to pee..it *really* hurt to wipe..and when I say hurt.. I mean *hurt* like..burned..stung.. HURT. I remember having this same pain while pregnant with Calix..but it wasn't as severe as last night. I also noticed I had this sharp shooting pain on the left side of my pelvis/abdomen..right under the "baby hump". That's never happened before. I'm fairly sure it hurts because of thinning tissue...but all the same? Geezeeeee. No friggin thanks. I mean..with this pregnancy, it's hard enough for me to even do the sex thing..and when I do? Forget about it. I'd rather be celibate than ever have that pain again.
I guess it's just 1 more thing to talk to my doctor about tomorrow morning.
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