Blahh

Today is day 2 of no smoking. My throat and lungs feel like shit..tight and hard to breathe. I was talking to Orion yesterday about how I hated describing myself as a smoker..because I never really saw myself as one. It's like..when you say you're a smoker, people assume you go through a pack a day or something. I would only smoke 3-7 individual cigs a day..and would only get up to the 7 mark if I was drinking.
Yesterday, we went to go renew the tags on my car. Didn't have a problem doing so in Colorado.. so I just brought the same things with me this time. I have to track down the title to the car..and because my mom co-signed it, I have to send her a form to sign ("If it said 'or' she wouldn't need to sign it if it said 'and' she would. We don't have the title..so we don't know what it says. Do this as a just in case thing."). Orion has to get our marriage certificate back from whoever has it..along with 30 thousand other things that have to be done in the next 30 days. The guy gave us temporary tags for the time being..but swear to god? I almost fell asleep while standing in the county clerk's office. Orion's going to go talk to JAG and see if there's a way around it for now..because he heard military has like.. a 60 day leniancy. You know what also sucks about Kentucky? Your tags expire the month you were born..which would mean we'd get everything settled in July..and then I'd go through the same mess again in November.
I almost don't wanna write what else happened last night..but I should. Orion and I kinda got into a huge ol fight. I then spent the next few hours in the bathroom crying my ass off..and he was in the hallway..doing a fair bit of crying himself. It took a while, but we eventually got everything out and discussed...and blah blah blah, we're happy all over again. I said something along the lines of "doesn't it make you tired?" "what?" "how everyone thinks we're this perfect couple? isn't it tiring?" "no one's perfect, cuddlebug..but we at least communicate. I think that's the healthiest way to be."

I need to check the weather..because we might take Calix to the Louisville zoo or something.