If Orion didn't mention anything about getting a card with a smiley on it ..literally the day before I got this, I wouldn't have known what it meant..and probably just tossed it.
It's from the hospital here on post. Apparently I'm all free and clear of high risk HPV. Horray!
So..that's always good.
Orion wants to add "and sex". I'm sorry "great sex.". He's just excited because he finally got laid. And any of my friends who are reading this are probably like "omfg..abby doesn't want sex?? holy shit..is she dying??" because they *know* me. No, I'm not dying..I'm pregnant. I give it up like once a week instead of once a day..because, I'll tell ya..I'm just not interested. I know..it sounds like crazy talk to me, too..and I always swore it'd never happen..but BAM..there it is. Poor Orion.
I've been enjoying our evening walks. I can't believe how many people are outside every time we go..because seriously? No one's like..ever outside on our block except for the Pimp My Ride guys, of course. And yes..I'm actually that much of a hermit nowadays that we've lived here for going on 5 months now..and I'm just now finding this out. Whatever, I won't explain myself to you.
...Maybe someday I'll have friends again. Though I'm not pushing for any..because frankly? I don't give a fuck. I'm not at the stage in my life where I feel like entertaining people all the time..I mean, I already entertain an 11 1/2 month old all day everyday..take care of the house..and feed everyone to even care about having fake ass conversations with people I don't give a shit about anyway.
Okay..maybe that last part was harsh..but it just feels like having friends right now (as nice as it might be) would just be too much work on top of everything else I'm doing. It's not that I'm some mean evil ogre and I oh so don't get along with people..because it's the total opposite. I'm very sweet..and all sorts of fun to hang out with (someone back me up, here)..I've just never ever in my life been the type of person that seeks out friends. People usually always approach me..and are glad that they did. That's right..I said it.
Anyway. Wanna see something I think is cute?
O and Ix in the bath (obviously). They seriously?
Take like hour long shower-baths together..and by the time they get out, Calix is so exhausted and cozy, he can barely stay awake to drink his milk.
Heart!
Tomorrow, Orion's leaving for a week. Out to the field again. I mean..I guess I'm driving him..though I don't really *want* to. But I'll need the car (let's be honest here..it's mine.) for grocery shopping later on in the week..and I think I may take Calix out and scope out some birthday presents (though O won't let me get them without him there, too. wants to be a part of it all. AW.) or something. Maybe go down to Michael's..ya know..have a little fun. I need to get used to this doing everything on my own shit again for the upcoming stealing of my husband for 13 months.
So..that's cute.
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